Hailey-bug will be four weeks old tomorrow. I’m not sure where the past four weeks have gone. It scares me. Where have I been? I have to keep asking myself that question. I look at Hailey and try to tell myself that she’s really mine and I really gave birth to her. Sometimes, believe it or not, that is hard for me to comprehend.

I haven’t been alone in my house for the past month and a half. After next Saturday, I will be alone during the day and the majority of the evenings with Hailey. Just she and I. I must admit, I’m starting to get nervous. I’m worried because she HATES to lay down, absolutely HATES it. She grunts and groans until you pick her up. She loves to lay on our chests on her tummy. That’s basically the only position that makes her content. I can’t hold her all day long, can I? We put her in her bouncy seat and she doesn’t want to stay in there. We put her in her swing today and she gets uncomfortable in there too. We lay her in her cradle and she doesn’t like that either. I wonder if this is a phase and it will go away…soon. I can’t possibly “sleep when the baby is sleeping” because she barely sleeps. She only sleeps when she’s laying on us.

Any advice blogger moms?